Senior Year Probz

I love that I'm finally a senior. I think every single person ever to get to high school, especially at Avon Lake, looks forward to it.  Like being a freshman sucked. The schedules aren't fun and it was weird transitioning into a school with 3 other grades in it too. I don't know. A lot or rough stuff happened that year too.

Then you move onto being a sophomore. Which I still hated. I had a lot of fun outside of school but just being here made me hate everything.  And the worst ever was gym class. I failed gym sophomore year, how does that even happen? I don't know. I just hated school.

Thinking junior year would be a little better, it wasn't. I got in some trouble at school because of drama which RUINS EVERYTHING. My year would've been so much better if it wasn't for a spoiled rotten stupid attention seeking drama starting girl. Anyway she tried to get me into trouble with Dr. Walker all the freaking time. And I have a really short temper and I was always down in the office or having some Twitter/Facebook war with this girl. I didn't even start, or try to continue them she'd just keeeep em going. But whatever, to sum that up, junior year sucked too.

But finally, I'm a senior. I haven't had that many problems and I'm so happy. I have a small group of really good friends that I love, and a dumb boyfriend all the way out in dumb Kent. Which isn't far, I know. I've gone to like 10 shows just since school started. I don't have any drama in my life mostly because I'm not friends with any girls anymore (lol) It's just going g0000d. And I get out of school an hour earlier than the underclassmen and I have a job so I get money and my parents have kind of just let me do whatever I want. Probably because my other siblings are bad and I'm the good kid. idek and soon I'll be outta here 

BUT, I really hate some parts of being a senior. Like, the college applications. Ugh. The process is so long and stupid and I hate it. And it's really nerve-wracking  because waiting to find out if you got into a school you like is scary. And how are you supposed to know if they'll like you or not? I don't know it's just dumb. 

I don't like that a lot my good friends are away at school either. College changed every single one of them a lot. Like obviously anyone should expect that to happen but it's a lot worse than I imagined. My best friend from last year who like took care of me and stuff went to BG and she is so dumb now. When she comes home she never ever wants to do anything but lay on her couch with her boyfriend. 

Like, I get that you miss him but OMG. I don't even do that. When my boof comes home from school we hangout for a little then I tell him to hang out with his other friends from home. Or even when he's at school I tell him to go out and do stuff because he needs to have a fun freshman experience. But my friend at BG won't even do that with Sam. Neither of them have even seen a college party because she's not okay with it. Like jeeeez live just a little bit ~

I don't know, whatever. I have no clue what the point of this post was, but o w3ll.