Senoritis

I'm pretty sure I wrote about this before

But now it's more necessary than ever

When I was a sophomore I was dating a senior and I got this mindset that was just like his

and it was bad

like I convinced myself that school was not important and everything I didn't do homework at all like at all and I got really bad grades

Just because well a few reasons, I only hung out with Sam and his friends who were about to graduate or already did, my parents never ever like cared about my grades and whatever and I didn't really realize how one bad year could affect my whole high school career.
Anyway, so yeah I just was all like lol h8 ALHS never do homework I'm a rebel

And then junior year happened and I had to take TWO MATH CLASSES and also my soph year I was in gym all year

like w/e those years were bad

and now I'm a senior

and my senoritis is horrible

mostly because I do the work and then don't care enough to turn it in

or I'll like do anything possible other than school work

except math (don't even ask y)

Like I'll sit down to do a project and then just will not do it like I get mad at myself.

it's stupid

once you get letters from colleges saying you're accepted there's literally no motivation

even though I KNOW that this still counts

I don't know idk

I have good grades but like i don't know how honestly

and it's the last day of the first semester so it's just going to get worse and i probably won't care

wow that sounds horrible

:x

Swag Swag Swag

I'm just gonna vent about how annoyed I am with the new fad's.

Like girls dressing like grandmas and boys dressing like they're from the 50's and then other guys dressed like they rolled out of a trap house.

I don't know. Looking dirty is not cute. Only some people can pull it off and now at school it's like everyone owns a drug rug and has a nice scruffy beard. It just doesn't make sense.

And then these home girls like wat. I love sweaters, don't get me wrong. But then there's like people wearing really really really ugly ones (not even ironically!) and then giant glasses or floral pants. I don't know I don't understand.


Ugh the worst is the BRIGHT hair. No no no no. Especially when it starts to fade and gross gross. Red hair, I'm just so over it.

People are just pathetic these days how hard everyone tries makes me go crazy. I hate everything. 

I get that being "hipster" is in, but if you have to try, then you're not a hipster.

Unless you're Ryan Gosling like just stop trying.


Unf the most attractive ever look at all that swag


On a nicer note I'm listening to this and I love this song. Steve Miller Band love me down

OH AND WHILE WE'RE ON THE TOPIC LET ME JUST SCREAM ABOUT HOW EVERYONE LOVES MUSIC THAT THEY ALL HATED LIKE A YEAR AGO

(my fav muzic)

So dumb

I'm really moody today and it's probably because

well

finals.

H8 dem mayne

Peace Out

Senior Year Probz

I love that I'm finally a senior. I think every single person ever to get to high school, especially at Avon Lake, looks forward to it.  Like being a freshman sucked. The schedules aren't fun and it was weird transitioning into a school with 3 other grades in it too. I don't know. A lot or rough stuff happened that year too.

Then you move onto being a sophomore. Which I still hated. I had a lot of fun outside of school but just being here made me hate everything.  And the worst ever was gym class. I failed gym sophomore year, how does that even happen? I don't know. I just hated school.

Thinking junior year would be a little better, it wasn't. I got in some trouble at school because of drama which RUINS EVERYTHING. My year would've been so much better if it wasn't for a spoiled rotten stupid attention seeking drama starting girl. Anyway she tried to get me into trouble with Dr. Walker all the freaking time. And I have a really short temper and I was always down in the office or having some Twitter/Facebook war with this girl. I didn't even start, or try to continue them she'd just keeeep em going. But whatever, to sum that up, junior year sucked too.

But finally, I'm a senior. I haven't had that many problems and I'm so happy. I have a small group of really good friends that I love, and a dumb boyfriend all the way out in dumb Kent. Which isn't far, I know. I've gone to like 10 shows just since school started. I don't have any drama in my life mostly because I'm not friends with any girls anymore (lol) It's just going g0000d. And I get out of school an hour earlier than the underclassmen and I have a job so I get money and my parents have kind of just let me do whatever I want. Probably because my other siblings are bad and I'm the good kid. idek and soon I'll be outta here 

BUT, I really hate some parts of being a senior. Like, the college applications. Ugh. The process is so long and stupid and I hate it. And it's really nerve-wracking  because waiting to find out if you got into a school you like is scary. And how are you supposed to know if they'll like you or not? I don't know it's just dumb. 

I don't like that a lot my good friends are away at school either. College changed every single one of them a lot. Like obviously anyone should expect that to happen but it's a lot worse than I imagined. My best friend from last year who like took care of me and stuff went to BG and she is so dumb now. When she comes home she never ever wants to do anything but lay on her couch with her boyfriend. 

Like, I get that you miss him but OMG. I don't even do that. When my boof comes home from school we hangout for a little then I tell him to hang out with his other friends from home. Or even when he's at school I tell him to go out and do stuff because he needs to have a fun freshman experience. But my friend at BG won't even do that with Sam. Neither of them have even seen a college party because she's not okay with it. Like jeeeez live just a little bit ~

I don't know, whatever. I have no clue what the point of this post was, but o w3ll.

yeeeeeeeeeeeehaw

Last week and this week and next week are so good.

Last week, I went to duex shows. I time traveled back to the 90's and went to Sum 41 on Monday. And let me tell you, the crowd at that concert was the worst one I've ever seen. 

There were so many stupid people. I was expecting the show to have a pretty nice crowd. Like people my age and older who listened to Sum back when they were at their peak. NO. Like these two 12 year old girls who were obviously at their first show. They were wearing Blink-182 shirts and braces and like big frizzy hair. And then this group of dumb stupid people from Chicago like I don't even know why they were in CLE tbh. They kept getting into a small tight huddle then slammed out and tried to make a circle pit. It was so ridiculous. 

I had never wanted to punch so many people. The main guy from Chicago was the worst. He was a big giant crybaby. Like you know how in between artists they play music over the speaker things and the crowd aggressively pushes each other but not super mean? Well this kid was shoving people like crazy then he fell on the ground right on top of my feet and then he stood up and started SCREAMING AT ME like screaaming and was all "are you really gonna kick me while I was down #%^ &^&^@$@ #$%#^" lots of swear words and I was like aye yo man I was just tryna move. And then my boooof was standing next to me and someone like hit him so he eventually had enough and just turned around and nailed someone in the face THEN THIS STUPID IRRELEVANT GIRL HIT ME! LIKE WAT. 

Age hit him really really bad omg

The opening bands also sucked majorly. They didn't know how to play their instruments. And they tried to hard to be hipster. And then Sum 41 played really well but they are just too old.

I guess I learned my lesson when thinking about going to a reunion tour.

And then on Wednesday I somehow managed to get tickets to the sold out Pierce the Veil and Sleeping With Sirens. 

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Omfg they are so good. I really do love the high pitched whiny sound both bands have. Like they can sing so pretty and then so not in the same song and it's just wonderful. 

Not to mention they are all beautiful.

But the worst part about that is all the fan girls. And by that I mean freshman girls who only know one song and think they are legitimately going to marry Kellin. Ugh I h8 all of them. 

I was totes deff there but you can't see me lol 

But I really like going to shows so I sucked it up.

And this week I'm going to see Twenty One Pilots and I CAN'T W88888888!!!! 

I already blogged about them so I mean I obviously like them. 

And on Friday I'll be at Nick Reinmann's bands show. They are great performers. I love going to those shows because everyone I love is there. 

And then next week is Thanksgiving Break and I get my iPhone 5!

I'm excited. Yeeeeeeeeeehaw

I've also had a really awkward thing for saying yeehaw lately and I really don't know why.

Probably because my mom thinks we're cowboys idk

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So there's a group from Columbus called Twenty One Pilots and they are perfect.

It's just two guys who are best friends. Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun. They're really cool because they like rap and sing and play drums with a piano or ukulele all in the same song. It's awesome.

That crowd wasn't even all of the PEOPLE THERE

I saw them last year for the first time at the Grog Shop and it was a fantastic show (minus the fact I ran into my ex bf, ew)

Everyone was so excited and signing along to every song and I went with my bebes Nick Reinmann and Tyler Butts and the whole crowd was all so happy. Like the ideal show.

And this man and his son were behind us and we were talking to them and they drove from Columbus to see them. They said they've seen them play like a thousand times and that they went to the same church. I thought that was pretty cool.

So last Friday, I road tripped with my best friends down to Colombus to go to their sold out hometown show. It was Nick, Tyler, Jacob, Matt Miller and I all in one car and Mackenzie Marron and Emily Grosjean met us there.

I think this was during the first song

I was expecting it to be a crazy like AMAZING show since they were playing in their hometown. Like it was a ton of fun but just not what anyone expected. They played for TWO AND A HALF HOURS. That's so long omfg. By the time 12:00 rolled along, we were all ready to go home. And the pit area was so packed and sweaty and smelly. They played at the LC which is pretty big but I think they had too many people shoved in there.

Once I got out of the pit thing I stood on the stairs by myself and I was the only person around that was singing. Tyler even gave a speech about suicide that made me cry and no one around me was even phased by it. And their families were at the show too on the balcony and every time I looked up at Tyler's mom she looked really pissed. If I was here, I'd be crying forever because her kid was doing what he loved for like 8498350345 people. And even her other son went on stage and did his part of Kitchen Sink (they never EVER perform that song. It was exciting)

It was really weird like you'd think more people would be into it and stuff. I don't really know.

But I'm really excited because on the 15th they're coming back to the Grog and I'll be there with everyone mentioned earlier (':

I love those people. And going to shows. I literally could not tell you how many concerts I've been to. Definition of happiness.


I enjoy this song. And this one too. And this one is my favorite. <3 <3 <3

Here's to youuuuuuuuuuuuu Mrs. Robinson

I secretly love so much music that most people don't.

Except it's not really anything secretive I guess it's just that nobody would ever guess it.

My dad raised me on the Beatles so I was obviously blessed with great music taste since birth. Like I have every single Beatles song ever produced on my iPod. Takes up like 43580394 gigs but I don't even care. I mean everyone likes the Beatles but I LOVE the Beatles.

I also love Simon & Garfunkel so so so much hence the tittle of this post. The Weavers, BOB DYLAN, The Doors, Jefferson Airplane but that's all from the 60's.

I LOVE 60's sounding folky pop groups from this decade too though.

Like Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros holy crap they my homies. And not just the one song Home that everyone knows. Like ugh that frustrates me artists have SO MUCH MORE GREAT SOUNDING MUSIC GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE GUTTER. This one makes me happiest. Edward Sharpe being at the top of the list. And then Florence and the Machine. She's awesome I wish I could be her. Or Radical Face. All glorious people.

But I also love love love love love love love Bon Iver. Omg Bon Iver. I can't wait to go to that show. I'm probably gonna cry because his music sounds so beautiful I can't even imagine what it'll be like in person. I mean everyone knows this but it's too good not to share.

Or some City & Colour. Perfect for crying to. Or wishing you were married to Dallas Green. LIKE O

The Shins are also amazing. They're coming to Kent but of course it's the same night as Candidates Night so I can'T GO. I'm MAD. But anyway if you don't listen to them I suggest you do.

And my all time favorite OF COURSE PANIC AT THE DISCO AHHH. But not new Panic, Pretty. Odd Panic. That's their second album in case you were wondering. And basically my life's background music. I over play that CD so much and guess who cares NOT ME. I'm so in love and will be forever. But srsly that album sounds a lot like the Beatles. Especially this or this one. When they broke up, Ryan Ross started his own group and if they aren't identical to Paul McCartney I don't know what is. Example

My sweet, sweet Brendon Urie

I had a long list of artists like ^these that I enjoy but I can't think of them anymore. So, 50 Cent. I am so madly in love with 50 it's kind of ridiculous. I don't even care who knows he's awesome and his songs are just omg so bad but I can never stop listening HELP

My post this week is supposed to be about going to shows but I really just want to complain about everything so I'm going to do that instead.

First, I really really really hate trying to walk through these hallways and especially the stairwell that's in the middle of the school. Like people move at .02 miles per hour and think it's completely acceptable to just stop and talk to their friends RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY. Like seriously what are you DOING?! Ugh. And I used to think it was just the freshman grades that did this, but its everyone. My class still does it. Omfg.

Also, this kid that's had his locker to the left of mine ever since eighth grade drives me the craziest. He would always open his locker all the way open so it covered mine and I'd be polite at first and say excuse me and stuff and he wouldn't close it. Then I would just move it a little so I could get into my locker but then he'd push it all the way back open and at that point I would just slam his shut and walk away like oh my god and all of his friends just circled around the lockers and would never let me get to mine. I couldn't tell you how many gross sweaty boys I tried to shove my way through. But FINALLY, I'm to the left of him so now I can just push my locker all the way open to cover his up and I don't care how mean it is because I dealt with it for four years.

And another thing that I really hate is about 90% of the girls who attend Avon Lake High School. All you hear is like people talking mad ish about someone then walking up to them and acting like they're best friends. Like WAT. I always tell people how I feel about them because there's no reason at all to be two-faced and fake. And scrolling through my Twitter or Facebook feed, it's just girls complaining about how single they are and how sad and how clingy and how bad they want their ex boyfriend back or whatever. The tweet might as well just say "Hey, don't date me because I'm a clingy annoying lzr." Get over ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Most of my friends are guys because they are just so much more fun to be around. None of my friends sweat the little things and don't let drama affect their friendships with anyone else. But most girls do. Especially Avon Lake ones. Like Brookside girls have A LOT of drama, but at least they tell people what they don't like about them to their face.

Baby aliens idek 

And finally, how often I see people using the wrong forms of your, there, to, ect. That drives me insane, we learned the differences back in like second grade. And I am most definitely "that guy" and will correct people online when they spell it wrong. Like of course everyone makes a mistake every once in a while and I'm sure I did somewhere in this post but when I see a sentence that's all 'your so pretty lets be friends omg teach me two be like u i want too be friends with you lets hang out at the beach theirs cool people their.' I just can't



Okay I'm done now

It's finally September 26th I have seriously been waiting for this day since May.

Tonight is the premier of Criminal Minds season 8!!! Season 7 ended this past spring and I was so sad. The last episode was JJ's and Will's wedding after Will almost DIED! And Spencer was playing with their son at the wedding it was the cutest thing I actually cried.

LOOK HOW CUTE

The season finale was split into two episodes and they were reallllly good episodes. Except Emily hinted that she was leaving and that was dumb because I love Emily. She's on a different crime show now and they replaced her with some other lady. But whatever, it'll still be awesome I'm sure I mean it's Criminal Minds.

My first ever favorite character was Gideon and he left the show and was replaced with Rossi in the third season (so dumb). My mom refused to watch it after that because she liked Gideon a lot and didn't think someone could play his character better than him. I agreed for a while but then I warmed up to Rossi.

I personally think everyone on the show plays their character like exceptionally well but OH, Matthew Gray Gubler. He plays Dr. Spencer Reid and does such a good job at that role omfg. His character suffers from autism but high functioning and his mom's a schizophrenic and he had a drug problem in one of the seasons and he has an amazing memory and a genius IQ and so on. A hard role to play but he does it so well. He's my favorite actor of all time. He was also in 500 Days of Summer and RV, but you know.

I also wanna work for the FBI and I know it's nothing like the show, I know. But it makes me really happy.

Anyway tonight is finally the night of the season premier.5 months is a really long time. I'll probably have a heart attack and die after it's over.

t4tz

Soo, ever since I can remember, I've always thought tattoos were the greatest thing ever. Especially when they mean something. But I really really really hate stupid ones that are like totally cliche or just trashy. Well I mean I hope most people would too. Sometimes I don't think people realize that what they get inked into their body is on them for life. Like I mean..

I know that it's not right to judge people and especially how they express their creativity but REALLY? There are even some kids at our school who have tattoos that make me question everything about life. Or why their parents let them get them.. But whatever. And I mean there are also a lot of kids with really nice ones. But sometimes I just, I don't even know.

Like, o

When I was 14 my dad told me I could get a tattoo for my 16th birthday so for the next two years I had my mind set on getting lyrics to Yesterday by the Beatles. I was raised on them and I mean who doesn't like the Beatles?

I'm kind of glad my dad made me wait it out till I was older though because like the day before I went to make my appointment I decided to change the whole thing. Like I don't really know what made me change my mind because I don't like when people don't spend some time thinking about what they're getting permanently plastered on their body. But for some reason I was so set on "we must reinvent love" on my shoulder blade.

The best part was, my mom was on vacation in Florida and we didn't tell her I was getting it done during that time. So right before the tattoo artist started, I texted my mom and told her I was getting it. LOL. She wasn't happy at allll. I think it's because she has Porky the Pig tattooed on her shoulder and like a ring of flowers around her arm. Talk about dumb. But mine wasn't just some dumb thing I picked off a board at the shop. Panic! At the Disco have been my homies since forevvvver. And seriously, if you tell me you don't like at least one of their songs I wouldn't believe you.

But anyway, this was taken right after it was finished. Weeee!

p.s. I bled more than most people do so ignore that omg this
is the only picture I have of it D:

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So my blog is probably going to end up being like 90% Panic! At The Disco and my first post is about them being back in the studio. FINALLY. Their last album was released in March of 2011 so kind of a while ago. Brendon Urie even made and Instagram and has been posting a lot of pictures of the studio. I'm really excited because like as if it wasn't obvious enough, I love them. And I'm really hoping the new album sounds kind of like their Second CD, Pretty Odd. That's my favorite of theirs but a lot of people don't like it as much. I don't know why or care to be honest lol. But anyway, they spent a lot of time in Russia over the summer touring so they're back in the US finally and only more good things are coming out of it!! I really just want them to drop their first single or at least a small part of what they've been working on. I'd probably die though I don't know haha. But wee I leave you with this from Mr. Urie's twitter/instagram ~

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